S. Asani

Fear, Rejection, Disgust, Oppression, Captivity All this weight suddenly dropped off my shoulders You took it Now I have to learn how to walk again Like suddenly I am floating I don't even feel the ground anymore Is exciting but scary May you be patient with me ... for affection is something I have not … Continue reading S. Asani


The Ninja on my couch… (memories)

I was in my downstairs bedroom, crying quietly because of fear. Fear of the unknown. Fear of the uncertain. Fear of death. I had been providing the homicide unit, which was investigating the "Gümbel"-murder, for the past four days via some "secure" e-mail account about every step my brother had taken and now the first … Continue reading The Ninja on my couch… (memories)