I have wasted most of my years waiting for someone to care. Sitting there, wondering how all these bad things could be happening to me. How I could be so beaten by life. At first I believed to be punished and kept praying little girls prayers to be forgiven. Then I figured just asking for something and … Continue reading The people pleaser
I miss you my love 😥 You know how much I try to not mention this, because it seems so irrational to feel struck even harder with every day, while actually time just runs closer to what I anticipate. Shit -.- Am I now losing my mind, or what the fuck is this? God knows, … Continue reading Suffering
Will you miss me and tell them I love you? Because I will leave this world as soon as I'll be done with writing...I don't have any strength left anymore... Just a few days for my tears... Just a few days for my farewells... Just a few days to sing my song about love... Just a few days...I won't … Continue reading S. Asani
People without problems cry about surreal things on their minds. And call it depression~ While people like us inspire them. And as if we are not yet broken enough - they fake care to break even the last of us. To tell our stories and feed their imagination from our pain and our cries...
Life is like a deathtrap. You just walk and get stung from every side, constantly... How you bleed yourself to death - this is what you really are
This world is a harsh and cold place. People are so ugly and mean. So I do my best to avoid them, but it happens I hear them say the most horrible things and watch them hurt each other without the slightest indication of concern. They don't even hesitate, nor do they notice. This makes … Continue reading #random pain
Like Davy Jones I will cut my heart and lock it in a chest. For it shall remain beating in your memory and hidden from anyone else to access.